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Stole it from Casey!

January 24th, 2007 (11:10 pm)

The Lyrics Game!

How to Play:
1) Put your iPod (or whatever your music player) on shuffle.
2) Post a line from each song.
3) Those who read your journal will then comment if they know any of the songs, and will repost in their own journal.

1) If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.

2) Substitution, mass confusion held inside your head.

3) Breaking my back just to know your name, but heaven ain't close in a place like this. Anything goes, but don't blink you might miss.

4) And I was unafraid, the dream was so exciting, but now I see it fade, and I am here alone!

5) Why do the good girls always want the bad boys?

6) Bow down before the one you serve, you're going to get what you deserve.

7) Just call my name, you'll be okay, your scream is burning through my veins.

8) Still it's hard, hard to see, fragile lives, shattered dreams.

9) Well, find a woman, and you'll find love.

10) Und keine Eier!

11) Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away.

12) I've got to be honest, I think you know, I'm covered in lies and that's ok.

13) I was taken out before the labor pains kicked in, behold the world's worst accident.

14) My head is filled with disease, my skin is begging you please, I'm on my hands and knees, I want so much to believe!

15) I keep a close watch on this heart of mine, I keep my eyes wide open all the time.

16) Look into my eyes and it's easy to see, one and one make two, two and one make three...it was destiny.

17) I am just a new born, stranger in this town. Where are all the good times? Who's gonna show this stranger around?

18) Ain't there one damn song that can make me break down and cry?

19) Fallin' farther from just what we are, smoke a cigarette and lie some more, these conversations kill.

20) I love all of you, hurt by the cold. So hard and lonely too, when you don't know yourself.

Sweez [userpic]

For those of you who give a damn...

October 8th, 2006 (03:08 am)

Here's the breakdown:

We got the biopsy results for my grandmother back.

She has stage 4 cancer in both her pancreas and her liver.

Surgery is out of the question.

Radiation will not help her at all.

Chemo will only reduce the pain.

So, basically we have no chance of her living much longer unless some sort of miracle occurs.

I am praying quite hard for that to happen.

She's not even 70...

This is all so sudden.

How can anything justify taking away 3 grandmothers in 3 years?

Sweez [userpic]

I stole this from...well...everyone.

October 6th, 2006 (12:28 am)
Tunage: Soundgarden

A - Available: Sure.
A - Age: 19, 20 on December 6th
A - Annoyance: It's really cold in here.
B - Best feature: Probably my eyes.
B - Beer: Ick.
B - Birthday: December 6, 1986
C - Crush: My feelings in general are a bit muddled at the moment. So it is uncertain.
C - Car: Black Porche
C - Candy: Snickers
D - Day or night: Night.
D - Dream Car: Black porche.
D - Dogs or Cats: Meow!
E - Egg nog: Never tried it.
E - E-mail: blinkgurl3000@hotmail.com
E - Ex: 1
F - Favorite color: Orange
F - Favorite band: Nine Inch Nails
F - Favorite animal: Kitty.
G - Gummy Bears or Worm: Worms
G - Good Kisser: I have yet to hear complaints.
G - Good listener: I believe so.
H - Hair Color: Blonde.
H - Height: 5'4"
H - Happy: Very stressed out right now. But I like to be happy.
I - Ice Cream: Cookie Dough
I - Instrument: Still trying to learn the guitar.
I - Idol: I have no Idols.
J - Jewelry: I know how to make it.
J - Job: Taco Bell slave, Public Affairs student assistant
J - Jail: Dad has been there.
K - Kids: Annoy the hell out of me.
K - Kindergarten: I liked dress up.
K - Kiss: Mmmm, yes please.
L - Longest Car Ride: However long it took to drive to Florida. 20+?
L - Longest friend: Steph.
L - Last relationship: What about it?
M - Milk Flavor: Ew, I hate milk.
M - Most missed memory: Time with my grandma.
M - Movie Last Watched: X-men: The Last Stand
N - Number of Siblings: 1, older brother.
N - Number of Tattoos: None, yet.
N - Nickname: Sweez, Sweezinator, Sweezer, Sweezeroni, Sweezerella, Swizzle, Swizzlestick, Sleasy Swesey, Fajita, and many more.
O - One wish: For my grandmother to beat her cancer.
O - One regret: None.
O - Outgoing: Oh, very.
P - Part of your appearance you like best: Eyes, boobs.
P - Piercing: I have 2 in each ear lobe and one in the cartilidge. I'd like to get one in my tongue.
P - Person you miss: Rachel.
Q - Quick or Slow: Depends on what you are referring to.
Q - Quit smoking: Never started.
Q - Quit anything: Cracking my knuckles.
R - Reason to smile: Rachel is coming on Sunday.
R - Reality TV Show: I don't follow any of them.
R - Real love: God, I wish I had that.
S - Song Last Heard: "Phantom Lord"-Metallica
S - Shoes: My chucks.
S - Size: More to love.
T - Time you woke up: 8am
T - Time Now: 12:22am
T - Time for bed: Never, I don't sleep.
U - Unpredictable: Apparently not.
U - Underwear: Black and pink with glow in the dark guitars. :)
U - Unreasonable: Sometimes.
V - Vegetable you hate: Carrots and celery in my soup.
V - Vegetable you love: Broccoli.
V - Vacation spot: Europe. Next Fall, hopefully.
W - Worst habit: Giving TMI
W - Where are you going to travel: England with any luck.
W - Where you want to be: In a coma.
X - Xray: Many
X - Xmas: Making more tacos.
X - Xtra toppings: Veggie, extra veggie and cheese.
Y - Year it is now: 2573
Y - Youngest sibling: Me.
Y - Youngest friend: Ummm. Maria? She's 18. haha.
Z - Zoo Animal: Camel?
Z - Zodiac Sign: Sagitarius.

Sweez [userpic]

I haven't posted in a REALLY long time.

October 1st, 2006 (01:02 am)

It's been quite a while since last I posted, but for very good reason, I suppose. College has been quite busy this semester and it is difficult to compose a journal entry at the same time as reading. I can multitask on IM, not so much with livejournal. So, basically that best way of finding out what is g oing on in my life these days is to IM me or call me. Unless, of course, you check this journal everyday eagerly awaiting a new post, and that would just be rediculous!

Hmm, well, college is quite busy, as I have already mentioned. My classes aren't paricularly difficult, I don't think, but they require a lot of work. I am taking an Early British Literature course, a Holocaust course, a class on the Nuremberg War Trials, and German. The first three are intensive reading courses, and German is a brand new language. So, it is understandable that I am always buried with homework!

The last week has been...interesting. There have been a lot of lows, but the final note of the week was a positive one. I actually have very little homework this weekend and multiple visitors have made me feel a bit less lonely, as I have been secluding myself from the world as of late to do homework. The beginning of the week, however, was quite stressful. I had more work last weekend than I knew what to do with, and I received a few bits of bad news. The first, and most terrifying of the two, is that the doctor found 5 tumors in my grandmother. 4 on the liver, and the 5th on the pancreas. This is not a good thing. Pancreatic cancer is the most difficult to get rid of, and one of the fastest killing. Another grandmother of mine (technically step-grandmother) had pancreatic cancer. She went to the doctor one day and found out that it existed within her, and two weeks later she was dead. I am praying so sincerely that the same will not be true for my grandmother and that all the tumors are noncancerous. If you read this, and you believe in prayer, please pray for my grandma. I really can't deal with losing three grandmothers in 3 years (not to mention an Aunt and Uncle on top of that). It would be quite appreciated. My bad news is nothing of real concern as of yet. A test that the doctor took came up with abnormal cells and I could have signs of something that leads to cervical cancer. But, they are fairly certain that I am fine, they just want to make sure.

So, that was my lovely, lovely week, a few details excluded, of course, for the sake of anyone who might read this.

Sweez [userpic]

I've been posting on Myspace rather than here. I'm a trader.

August 18th, 2006 (09:22 am)

Really sort of freaked out right now. Today I went into work and Laura informed me that there was a man there earlier who had been harrassing the girl at the register. She described him to me as about 5'6, reddish-blonde hair that is long and in a ponytail, a goatee, in his 30's, and drives a yellow (some type of) motorcycle. Alright. I didn't think anything about it other than feeling bad for my coworker. She went on to tell me that the same man had done that to another of my coworkers. Well, I am not quite sure how or why it clicked, but I was thinking back earlier in the summer when a man came in to the store and started hitting on me. It was the same damn guy! I even confirmed it with Laura because I recall that his order when I took it was vegetarian. The man who she described to me also ordered vegetarian. So that makes 3 of the female workers in the store that this man has harrassed! It really freaks me out because I thought nothing of it afterward other than the fact that he was creepy. But to know that there is this random guy coming in to our store and doing that is incredibly frightening, especially because Jodi said that recently a girl in the Sharon Taco Bell was abducted while taking trash out, raped, and thrown off of a cliff. Comforting. People are sick. So, when it was time to take the trash out Laura and I both went out to the dumpster and she wore a headset, just in case. We aren't taking any chances on this guy.

Sweez [userpic]

(no subject)

July 10th, 2006 (07:19 am)

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on...Collapse )

Sweez [userpic]

I am a goth-hippie-surfer...how does that work?

June 3rd, 2006 (01:16 pm)

1] Do you believe the south will rise again? Uh....no
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? I drive no automobile...
3] Do you live in a mobile home? No
4] Is your car still primer gray? No.
5] Do you like country music?: Some, but not generally.
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? No
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? No
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? No
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? No
Total YES: 0.5

1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yes
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: Yes...
3] Do you think often?: Yes
4] Do you want to die?: No
5] Are you a social outcast?: No
6] Are you pale?: Yes
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?: Yes
9] Are you nice?: Sometimes
Total YES: 6.5

--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: No
2] Do you wear Vans?: No
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? Yes
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: No
5] Do you watch the x-games?: No
6] Do you have any piercings?: Yes
7] Do you have a mohawk?: No
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: Yes
9] Have you called someone a poser?: Yes
Total YES: 4

1] Do you say the word "like": Sometimes
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: Hell no
3] Do you pop the collar?: No.
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: No
5] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: No
6] Do you like pop music: No
7] Do you have a little dog: No
8] Do you have a louis vuitton purse?: No
9] Do you have a lot of clothes?: Yes
Total YES: 1.5

1] Is your hair long?: Not anymore
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: Yes
3] Do you want peace?: Yes
4] Do you want to save the animals?: Yes
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: Yes
6] Is love essential in your life?: Yes
7] Have you smoked pot? No
8] Do you like trippy music: Yes
9]Are you a vegan?: No
Total YES: 6

1] Do you act ghetto?: No
2] Do you wear do-rags?: No
3] Do you like hip-hop?: No
4] Was Tupac the greatest rapper ever?: No
5] Do you belive he is alive?: Yes
6] Do you like afros?: No
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: Jokingly, yes.
8] Do you like to dance? I can do a pretty good jazz square.
9] Do you own any G-Unit?: No
Total YES: 2

1] Do you cry often?: No
2] Do you wear hoodies: Yes
3] Do you like soft music? Yes
4] Do people not understand you?: No
5] Do you write your own songs?: Yes
6] Ever dyed your hair dark: No
7] Do you cut: No
8] Are you lonely: Yes
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: Ummm, I've been to Ohio and I've gotta give that a no.
Total YES: 4

1] Do you surf?: No
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: Yes
3] Is your hair shaggy?: Yes
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: When I work
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: Yes
6] Are you tan?: No
7] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: Yes
8] Do you hate tourists?: Yes
Total YES: 6

1] Do you wear glasses?: Yes
2] Do you get good grades? Yes..
3] Do you use an inhaler? No
4] Do you stick calculators into your shirt pockets? No
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes: No
6] Do you ever get picked on? Not really.
7] Do you look forward to go to school?: Yes
8] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: Occasionally. Usually if I like him. ;)
9] Do you have braces?: Not anymore.
total YES: 3.5

Sweez [userpic]

(no subject)

May 12th, 2006 (10:29 pm)
Tunage: Full House!

[mood| exhausted]

New layout! Check it out and let me know what you think!

Sweez [userpic]

Who would ever have guessed?

May 8th, 2006 (07:30 pm)
Tunage: Singles Soundtrack

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Purgatory (Repenting Believers)High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Sweez [userpic]

Yay! My first encounter with summer boredom!

May 7th, 2006 (12:07 pm)

Your Deadly Sins
Lust: 60%
Wrath: 60%
Envy: 20%
Gluttony: 20%
Greed: 20%
Pride: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%
You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Cumisha Jones

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.
You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)


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